Friday, May 4, 2007
I've had many good conversations over msn before. I've confessed to liking people over msn before. I've had soul-searching conversations over msn before.
Alas, i foresee such times being a thing of the past. It seems like the people who i frequently chat with in the past just don't seem that interested in talking to me or they're too busy.
Which is a real pity. I love nothing more than having a meaningful conversation with someone regardless of the hour, heck i've had such a conversation till 3 in the morning.
And the new friends?
At this particular point in time, i don't feel at ease enough to strike up a meaningful conversation with them. 'How's the weather' or 'MIEC lecture was boring today' doesn't cut across as meaningful to me.
Which does nothing to alleviate the feeling of 'you're on your own kid'. Poly is the road less taken, i'm very well aware of that. My close friends are all in JC, and having close friends is an important thing to me.
But hey, the writing's not in stone, so what i make of my friendships in the near future is entirely dependent on me. Suits me fine, me being a control freak and all.
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