Wednesday, August 1, 2007
I fell asleep for 2.5 hours when it was supposed to be a 30 min nap. Oh well, that means i can stay up slightly past 12 having had a mini-sleep from 5-7.30.
There's something about my psychological make-up which i hate. I've noticed that a small tinny weeny crush can develop into something more potent like a serious infatuation when my mind has vain little ideas of what could be.
It's like when someone comments that you and a girl look like compatible together. At first my mind would dismiss it but at the back of my mind gears are moving into action. Aided by the fact that my subconscious craves attention to the possibility of a relationship, a minor unimportant thought ballons into a mind-occupying thought.
I swear my mind's a battlefield. On one side is calm, cold logic and on the other is the free-spirited idealism. I don't know which is better, to be pessimistic/real or optimistic and hopeful?
Oh yea, just a word to my classmates who read my blog. There's no truth as to any rumours that have been going around about me. I mean i can see why they began in the first place but i can assure you nothing is going on. Not that i'm personally bothered by rumours but spare a thought for others who might be uncomfortable about it.
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Oh and i was rather glad when i saw samantha's post on her blog like 2 days ago. I'm glad my class had fun kayaking and aiming for me (which as of now i still have no idea why they would bother targeting me). I guess it kinda makes up for the time we were really really stagnant as a class and i'm just glad people had fun in a time where studying for the exams can be really stressful. Cheers to my class, a class of un-fulfilled potential, heh.
Realising that writing about personal stuff makes you feel liberated,
Brian Thomas Lim
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