Friday, September 21, 2007
Sorry for the lousy graphics. You now know why I got C6 for art consistently, heh. But let not the poorly rendered graphic distract you from what I'm trying to push across here.
You know people sometimes say that they don't know who they really are? I think it applies to me too. If you asked me to describe myself in a short paragraph, I'd be a loss at words.
I could say I'm an arrogant, flaunty fool. I also could say there's a romantic within me. I also could say I'm one of the most competitive persons alive. I could say many things. I wouldn't be lying about any of them (There wouldn't be any point in lying to yourself anyway).
What I'm trying to say really is: What is one thing, one description of me that one people read it they know it is me instantly?
Maybe people can come up with something, but I can't. I don't even know who I am.
Let's take the artistic side of me for a spin. Remember the story I wrote in my other blog? Came up with it in an hour, however short it may be. Something just hit me and I couldn't stop writing. For me to take up something and have such dedication to see it through... that takes a lot of commitment.
Academic. Some of my earlier posts show that. I can be really driven to score well, to nudge past people and tick people off the wrong way just to get that score.
Care-free. I can sit down in front of my laptop all day just posting on forums and reading my comics. No obligation in life is fine with me.
These 3 sides is always posing as me. Like I was happily reading about halo 3 just now, I became slightly more inspired when I read several beautiful pieces. All which happened in a matter of minutes.
There is no predominant trait of me. I'm like an ever-shifting alogorithim, never the same.
And if one is never the same, what purpose could one have in life? I'm a drifter man. Drifting through life, happy whatever comes my way.
I've said my peace. Sorry if my post seems very fragmented, things just came out like that. It isn't supposed to be so... messy. But hey, that's what I am.
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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