Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I've not been very spiritual lately. By spiritual I mean like finding some quiet time to reflect about things, events and people in my life.
It's doing reflections like that that enables my gift of writing to fully surface, I feel. Given life's hectic-ness of late (or bad time management, both are of one thing really), I don't even get to reflect properly on the weekends.
So sometimes you get caught up with life's rat race. Eh, I mean I should say I, not you. When I get caught up with school work and other commitments, I feel as if I lose who I really am. That is, I just do things to get things done. Like I've become some robot or mindless zombie who just churns out work after work. I do have some kind of personality of course, but when I'm at home thinking back about the day I sometimes go, "Is that really me?"
That's when I have to remember who I really am. Sometimes the mask you make for yourself is so comfortable you just don't wanna take it out.
And with that explanation, I apologise to the groups of people I care about: TOG and envoys.
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