Monday, November 19, 2007
I suffered a pretty moderate bout of stress attack just now. For those who don't know (that would be everyone actually, just coined the term), a stress attack for me would result in no physical difference, but mentally I am confused and panicky.
It is triggered when my brain suddenly absorbs too many variables in too short a time. Basically, I panicked out when I realised that BCA PBL and tutorial work had to be submitted in by tues/wed (and almost nothing was done), my prep for blaw 'tricky' quiz was not going anywhere and I did not do any tutorials in advance for this week. And I realised all this at 12 midnight.
I know it may not seem like much, but you do have to realise that when the mind is tired, rationality is pretty much a scrace resource. All that revelation seemed too overbearing to me at that instant, and my mind just locked down and refuse to organise myself to tackle all my due projects and deadlines. I did eventually calm down (hence my post) with the help of some soothing words from friends and slow breathing, but man does a stress attack suck.
And it really doesn't help that my studies are gonna be pretty much affected this week with RED camp and all. I still wonder why I signed up for 16 hours over the three days.
Seriously, all this clashing of appointments and deadlines is definitely not coincidental. God has something planned for me as usual. But with soooooooooooooooooo many deadlines due this week and next, boo him. Again.
And every word you say is analysed for an anomaly. Why? To see if it leads to bigger things of course.
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