Saturday, January 26, 2008
Need a change in scenery. This place is too blue, too cramped and the fonts? Ugh, too small.
Oh and did I mention I'm hopeless with HTML? Aheh.
www.wwbtd.wordpress.com
New blog, see ya there.
Unknown blogged at 1:14 AM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
The strength of an apology
When eyes cannot be met,
tones cannot be heard
and sincerity cannot be expressed,
it be repetition.
For nothing pierces the heart more than anger,
and nothing humbles a man more than a heavy heart.
Unknown blogged at 11:20 PM
When something happens against logic, one would pause and ponder. Wonder why that which happened, happened. Me? I'd just sulk and come up with little mean thoughts.
Alright, fine. No more little vain, sometimes incoherent, poems/writings that only I/few understand.
Anyway, it's week 15 of school. Very much nearing the end of this semester and heading towards exam. It's been a hunky-dory start of the year. Tutorials have been ignored, tests have been done, people have been disliked, relationships have been soured (God knows why).
Anyway schools been mean with its mass of deadlines around this period. The little amount of sleep I've been getting is really getting to me sometimes; I've become like a zombie at times, but I would think it's necessary to groom myself for little sleep. Poly life, yea.
2008 really seems like a 'bleah' year. Nothing fantastic gonna come out of it, yet nothing entirely bad. Just a feeling ya know?
Unknown blogged at 7:24 PM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
So we are only friends on your terms?
So very disappointed.
Unknown blogged at 1:09 AM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
Thursday, January 17, 2008
And I dig deeper into that well.
More into obscurity.
And all this, done of my own accord.
Unknown blogged at 10:56 PM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
When your air is compressed,
no way of coming out,
who is going to be your release,
your stress ball at hand?
And if one does not exist,
what becomes of your burden then?
Do you wait for Life to pound you silly,
with nothing but scars to show at the end?
And sometimes we wait and wait,
for a change.
Unknown blogged at 9:31 PM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
And I think a proper update is long overdue.
Ahah, what a rushed first two weeks of the year. The gravity of a situation doesn't really hit you until you realise the consequences of it. For me, that'd have to be not realising how much work I really have to do until the deadline draws near. This week and the next would be pretty crazy because of rushed deadlines and studying and events.
All in all, this just masquerades the coming of the final exams in February. To be more specific, February 15, the day after Valentine's day. Not that I've anything planned on Valentine's day or what, but...
Sucks to be a couple in my school, ahah.
So I would say 2008 is a pretty mixed year. It's good for many reasons (18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18), but bad in many too (can't think of many now, it just FEELS bad). But if anything, I feel 2008 will be a year of change.
Ah, I'm starting to blabber on now. Have a good 2nd-half of the week everyone!
Unknown blogged at 6:45 PM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
My constant worry
Living each day,
turning on the phone,
waiting for a beep,
getting not a peep.
Then when it comes,
I have to check back and fro,
to make sure you're getting what I know.
And throughout all this time,
to make sure you and I don't go broke.
Then at the end of each living,
I sit and ponder,
did I do anything to distance or monsterise myself,
or am I just living in a paranoia well?
Unknown blogged at 5:21 PM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
Brian's Year 2008 resolutions:
- To be more confident and calm in the face of stress
- To be a fluent speaker
- To be able to hold all my friends in my heart
I think these 3 resolutions would be enough. Just the right challenge I need for 2008, and something rather achievable.
Have a blast preparing for school tomorrow.
Unknown blogged at 8:15 PM
Great things about 2007
- Good ‘O’ level results- Eat your heart out mum and dad (they told me they expected around 12-14 points)!
- First job experience- Oh my aching bones after the first day at work…
- New friends- And I mean a LOT of new friends/acquaintance. Secondary school never had that many students before.
- My very own laptop- My best non-living friend
- My very own guitar- My second-best non-living friend
- Actual interest in writing outside of compulsory compositions- Great way to improve/maintain my English standard.
- Opening up- Ya, big deal for me.
Bad things about 2007
- Social awkwardness- The effects of 16 years being a somewhat recluse showed itself.
- Amount of work left undone during the December holidays- 2008 will start out horrendous.
- Up and down year for being in TOG- How to build proper bridges?
Of course there's a lot unsaid, but those are the things I can think off the top of my head. 2008 won't start of easy/good, that I can tell. But when 1-2 months has passed, I think 2008 will start to deliver.
Besides, how bad a year can 2008 be when it's the year I turn 18?
Unknown blogged at 1:18 PM
Have a blessed, peaceful, wonderful, lovely, great, magnificent... 2008 guys.
P.S. 18, HELL YEA.
Unknown blogged at 1:02 AM
Two roads diverged,and I-
took the one less taken...
