Saturday, January 26, 2008
Need a change in scenery. This place is too blue, too cramped and the fonts? Ugh, too small.
Oh and did I mention I'm hopeless with HTML? Aheh.
www.wwbtd.wordpress.com
New blog, see ya there.
Monday, January 21, 2008
The strength of an apology
When eyes cannot be met,
tones cannot be heard
and sincerity cannot be expressed,
it be repetition.
For nothing pierces the heart more than anger,
and nothing humbles a man more than a heavy heart.
When something happens against logic, one would pause and ponder. Wonder why that which happened, happened. Me? I'd just sulk and come up with little mean thoughts.
Alright, fine. No more little vain, sometimes incoherent, poems/writings that only I/few understand.
Anyway, it's week 15 of school. Very much nearing the end of this semester and heading towards exam. It's been a hunky-dory start of the year. Tutorials have been ignored, tests have been done, people have been disliked, relationships have been soured (God knows why).
Anyway schools been mean with its mass of deadlines around this period. The little amount of sleep I've been getting is really getting to me sometimes; I've become like a zombie at times, but I would think it's necessary to groom myself for little sleep. Poly life, yea.
2008 really seems like a 'bleah' year. Nothing fantastic gonna come out of it, yet nothing entirely bad. Just a feeling ya know?
Sunday, January 20, 2008
So we are only friends on your terms?
So very disappointed.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
And I dig deeper into that well.
More into obscurity.
And all this, done of my own accord.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
When your air is compressed,
no way of coming out,
who is going to be your release,
your stress ball at hand?
And if one does not exist,
what becomes of your burden then?
Do you wait for Life to pound you silly,
with nothing but scars to show at the end?
And sometimes we wait and wait,
for a change.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
And I think a proper update is long overdue.
Ahah, what a rushed first two weeks of the year. The gravity of a situation doesn't really hit you until you realise the consequences of it. For me, that'd have to be not realising how much work I really have to do until the deadline draws near. This week and the next would be pretty crazy because of rushed deadlines and studying and events.
All in all, this just masquerades the coming of the final exams in February. To be more specific, February 15, the day after Valentine's day. Not that I've anything planned on Valentine's day or what, but...
Sucks to be a couple in my school, ahah.
So I would say 2008 is a pretty mixed year. It's good for many reasons (18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18, 18), but bad in many too (can't think of many now, it just FEELS bad). But if anything, I feel 2008 will be a year of change.
Ah, I'm starting to blabber on now. Have a good 2nd-half of the week everyone!
Sunday, January 6, 2008
My constant worry
Living each day,
turning on the phone,
waiting for a beep,
getting not a peep.
Then when it comes,
I have to check back and fro,
to make sure you're getting what I know.
And throughout all this time,
to make sure you and I don't go broke.
Then at the end of each living,
I sit and ponder,
did I do anything to distance or monsterise myself,
or am I just living in a paranoia well?
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Brian's Year 2008 resolutions:
I think these 3 resolutions would be enough. Just the right challenge I need for 2008, and something rather achievable.
Have a blast preparing for school tomorrow.
Great things about 2007 Bad things about 2007
Of course there's a lot unsaid, but those are the things I can think off the top of my head. 2008 won't start of easy/good, that I can tell. But when 1-2 months has passed, I think 2008 will start to deliver.
Besides, how bad a year can 2008 be when it's the year I turn 18?
Have a blessed, peaceful, wonderful, lovely, great, magnificent... 2008 guys.
P.S. 18, HELL YEA.
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